Grateful much.

"If the only prayer you said was thank you, that would be enough" - Meister Eckhart

Holla lovely folks.

Back then, I prayed a lot to the God, and I always tells Him how grateful am I that He has chosen to walk with me since I was 14 years old till the present.Why 14 years old you might ask. Even though I had been baptized as a Catholic since I was young, I had not been an active church-goer until I was fourteen, and it was the same year that I received my first holy communion. He had been my loyal companion since then and I had no trouble in finding my ways until now. 

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And nowadays,

 I distanced myself from Him and seldom talks to Him as I used to back then. The hardship that I faced in my university life made me feels like I'm walking alone, without Him by my side. 

And I stopped talking to him. I stop visiting His holy church. *Yeap, I was that kinda worst person*

But, without me knowing,

He never abandoned me, He was always there. Looking out for me, guide my through my hardship. 

It never occur to me that life could be much harder if He weren't there.

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And now, I want to thank Him even more for guiding me through the hardship and guide me to the right path, especially in my studies. 

Thanks God. I won't made it without You.

You knows that I dream of these days and you made my wishes come true. :)

God has guide me through and I passed my exam. I am no longer a student. I am a D now. :)

"We must find time to stop and thank the people who make a difference in our lives" - John F. Kennedy

Unevitable failure

What an adverse event.
We never expect it to happen and we are confused why you are blaming it on us.

Well, how should I start it..

Me and a few friends were unlucky enough to be chosen as the debater for today's debate.
Had been told about this last week, but being the typical student, we prepared things at the later hour. Last minute preparation...
And, just to make thing clear, I just want to let you know that, I am not a debater. I am not good at speaking in the public. What more in arguing and debating. I know that they are aware of this fact too, as they seen me before, and I was never good in presenting anything in the public.

Continue with the series of unfortunate event of mine..

So we had a debate today, and the lecturer in charge of this debate is a new foreign enthusiastic lecturer from Egypt. He is known for being over enthusiastic with his teaching and well.. being the new lecturer, we do not know much about him lah then kan.

And our debate turned out to be uninteresting to him. And he was not satisfy with it that he request for another debate session of the same topic. Expect us to give him more evidence than the earlier one. And lucky enough for me, he don't want the same person to do the debate. And so, my friends became the victim and has to re-debate this evening. Everyone was clearly not so happy with the decision. But, the lecturer are persistent and the thing has to go on.

And after class. This friend of mine post about his unsatisfactory on FB. *And it is hurtful*

Dear friend, 

We never expect this kind of thing to happen. We never know that he  expect a lot from us. I'm sorry for performing badly on this morning debate. I'm sorry for being a failure. We never intent for this kind of thing to happen to all of you.

Sorry for being a failure. Gee.